Im a tall male looking for the perfect girl(lost the last one) or guy o definatly both;), i ski, hike, camp, travel, rock climb, blade, race, do vocals in a metal bands, and do other crazy shit, Heaven Shall Burn and Born of Osiris fav bands, i weigh 250lbs, am 6'3", have bown hair, blue eyes, am tan, and have a goatee


         



         Pain
Iknow pain. I have lost all but a few of my friends. I have watched my bestfriend suffer and die form cancer at 17. I have watched my best father figure buried. I have lost 4 other friends to distance. ANd now i have lost my love to distance and family. Pain has become a part of everyday life. I think about them every day, without much hpe of ever seeing them again. I have few that love me any more. I am just a face on this earth, but i have faced Hell itself, and prevailed. Through my pain, i have strengthened. The devil now cowers in my presence. God is my father, and Jesus my brother. They are my family, and are the only ones to understand my pain. I just want u to know that i have suffered as much as u with the knife at ur neck, and u with the gun in ur mouth. Please talk to me before u do anything to urself, u would be suprised at what i can do for u. i understand ur pain, as i have suffered it, or know someone that has.Please let me help, i promise to do my best. I love u all, and would gladly trade places with anyone that has died, so that they may live.
Plus i have been stabbed with a katana and shot with a 12 gauge and a 9mm plus broken my ankle 19 times, just to show some of my physical pain.






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Name- Chris or Draconius
Age- 20
Height- 6'3"
Eye color- Blue
Hair color- Brown
Fav Band- Born of Osiris, Rammstein, Heaven Shall Burn, or Whitechapel
Fav Movie- Braveheart, The Passion, or Matrix Trilogy
Fav Music- Heavy Metal
Alone or with someone? Depends on the day, though i prefer to be with someone.
Party or not? Party for sure
Fav Sport- Skiing
Fav Place- St. Tropez France
Fav friends- Isaac and CJ.
Ever had a crush? Heck yeah
Had a crush thats a friend? yeah, on tons of girls
Had a crush on a teacher? only student teachers
Done any drugs? No
Drank alcohol? yes quite often
Got drunk? No, I can't, my liver is too fucked up, and so I cant get drunk or high
Religion- Christian/ Undenominational
Killed someone? yes
Got in a fight? Yes many times
Hit a girl? Yes, when she tried to kill me
Been close to death? Yes
Seen someone die? Yes
Been in a wreck? Yes
Wrecked a car? No
Most embarrasing moment- not saying
Most romantic moment- hmm, cant really decide
Saddest moment- At my friend Kyle's funeral
Happiest moment- dont have any to recall upon
Fav class- French or Physics
Worst enemy- Satan and any parent that beats their kids
Fav Weopon- Sword/ Katana
Fav Game- Fallout 3
Fav Car- Lamborghini Mercialago
Ford or Chevy truck? Ford
Night or day? Night
Light or Dark? Dark
Lucky #- 8888
Chinese Sign- Dragon
Sign- Leo
Fav animal- Wolf
Fav mythical creature- White Dragon
Fav Mythical race- Elves
Fav college- Baylor
Wanna be profession- Cardio Surgeon
Fav mythical profession- Dragonrider
Grade point average- 4.0
Body or brains in girls? Mix of both though i have to say brains takes the most
Body or personality? Personality
Blonde or Brunette? Brunette
Fav girls' haircolor- Red
Life or Death? Life
Light or Darkness? Darkness, someone has to fight Satan on his turf, and since I have nothing to live for and I like darkness; it is my home afterall; it might as well be me
Happiness or saddness? Happiness though I am sad most of the time and hope noone has to go through what I have
Kerry or Bush? Definatly Bush, hes a good man afterall
Iraqi war or not? War, we are freeing the poor people over there afterall, giving them the same chances we have ourselves
Gone skinny-dipping? twice
Weaknesses- I get too pissed when I get PISSED
Fears- God
Strengths- Big, have no fear for myself, Mean, not afraid to hurt someone, smart, the Lord backen me, Kyle backen me, will KILL if you hurt one of my friends, hard to defeat when PISSED, dont feel pain when PISSED or sad
Fav drink- Captain Morgan's Rum and Bailey's Irish Cream
Fav coke- Dr. Pepper
Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate









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      Kyle
You were a good friend and all around person. We all miss you greatly. You made us smile and brought joy and peace into our hearts. You were wise beyond all the years of this earth. You were a philosopher that could clash with Socarates. You were a hero to us all. You touched the hearts of so many in your 17 years. You were a brother to me and to many others. You now rule up there with God and Jesus. My guardian angel. Your soul will always live on in me and in others too. Your name will be remembered. Thank you for all you did. Thank you for all you are doing up there in Heaven. I love you brother and always will. You gave me something beyond anything that can be given monitarily, your friendship at a time when I had no friends and your love, and for that I owe you my life. And I only wish it would have been me and not you, for more people need you than will ever need me. Yet that is not to be, so I will try to live on with you in my soul and heart. May my life deserve all that you gave me while you lived and what you will bless me with. As you last said to me when you left for that fateful trip to the docter's, " See you later bro.", I will see you later when I die too. See you then my beloved brother and friend. may you rest in a holy peace.


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A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..


Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.


Guy: No, this is fun.


Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!


Guy: Then tell me you love me.


Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!


Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.


*Girl hugs him*


Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.


(In the paper the next day)


A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but
only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his
breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved
him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even
though it meant that he would die.


..*..If you love someone this much put this on your site..*..


Girl- Do you like me?
Guy- No
Girl- Am I pretty?
Guy- No
Girl- Am I in your heart?
Guy- No
Girl- Would you cry if I walked away?
Guy- No
The girl heard enough so she turned and walked away
The guy grabed the girls arm
Guy- I dont like you I LOVE you, youre not pretty your BEAUTIFUL, Youre not in my heart youre in my SOUL, and I wouldnt cry if you walked away I would DIE.





Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Guy: No.
Girl: Do you like me?
Guy: No.
Girl: Do you want me?
Guy: No.
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Guy: No.
Girl: Would you live for me?
Guy: No.
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Guy: No way.
Girl: Would you choose your life… or me?
Guy: My life.



The girl runs away and the guy stops her and says, “The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason why I don't want you is because I need you. The reason why I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I'd do everything for you and the reason I choose my life is because you are my life."


I love many people this much, yet never am I given such a chance to show my love. Sometimes I wish that I did, so people would truly understand me. I would give anything to save any of my friends or family, and would even sacrifice my soul for the ones I truly love, even if it meant burning in Hell. I know many will not believe this, but give me a chance and you will become a believer.

[Body: Month One
Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby.
Month Two
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here.
Month Three
You know what Mommy, I'm a girl !! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.
Month Four
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too.
Month Five
You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?
Month Six
I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless. Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it? It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy! HELP me!
Month Seven
Mommy, I am okay. I am in Jesus's arms. he is holding me. He told me about abortion. Why didn't you want me Mommy?
Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never
see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak
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