The Price of Temptation
By: [kinky cyber goddess]
John was alway gentle when he touched me, like I was a china doll that might break. Yet there was always that urgency to him, the energy that made him so attractive. He was so alive, so happy with his life of routines. I loved him, I knew that. It was one of the few things I had ever been certain of. He was so understanding, so forgiving of my habits. In bed he always satisfied me, or at least left me in a happy state of exhaustion. I never had to fake. Yet he was always, always so gentle. So different than all my past lovers. I had been attracted to them for numerous reasons, but with John it truly was because of his personality. He was fun. He had none of the brooding silences that often envaloped the other, none of the moodiness or depression. He was in love with life and in love with me.
And yet.
Though he always left me exhausted, and often even satisfied...I was never truly satisfied. He knew that I preferred it rougher, far rougher than he was willing to be. He didn't like the idea of bondage, or anything of the sort. He preferred the tried and true positions. He mentioned a few times that my taste in bed almost scared him. So we did it his way. Gentle.
He knew, he had to know, that I had had a fair share of past lovers. That none were so gentle and so routine in their lives. He was so tame, so straight and clean. I saw myself becoming tamer with him. And it was fine, I was still happy. Yet I missed the feeling of recklessness and randomness that was my past. I often felt trapped, closed in by the safety and overall dullness of what had become my life. John knew I was often restless in that way of life, but he wanted nothing to do with my past. He was as afraid of that as he was of my sexual taste I guess.
He had been gone for two months now, off to go visit his mother across the country. His entire family was in the surrounding states, so he wasn't coming back soon. He was determined to see all of them for some reason. So I had decided to take a vacation of my own, off to go visit one of my friends, an ex-lover of mine, Morgan. I think that John knew that Morgan and I had been more than just friends, he would be a fool to not have guessed it.
Is this visit to Morgan’s a mistake?
What will it lead to?
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