You were always the one I turned to for help when life seemed like hell was slowly choking the life out of me. When I let my heart go out to someone and then they threw it at back at me you were the one that was there for me. I used your shoulder to cry on and to wipe the burning tears of a heartbreak. We spent alot of time together during our lives, from when we were out by the waterfall to the time that we were huddled up together out in the field instead of wasting time in a school building.
  The first kiss i ever had that was love felt was to you. You were my first everything and always will be the first person that i ever think of when it comes to ever needing a protector from pain. I put alot of claims to be your body guard, and to be your guardian angel when deep down I always knew that you were the one that was really protecting me from myself and the world.
  When I ranted my nonsense you were the one to listen. When I held the knife to my wrist you image was what prevented me and gave me strength to remove it. You may never read this, you may never want to read this, even if you never want to hear all this from me for you believe that you would actually cry from this.
  Just do me two big favors and those are simple remember that you're always an angel to the ones that truely get to know you so don't forget it. As well as the fact that you will never be lost you may seem to think so but deep in your heart you know what is to be true and honest, so follow your heart and when you seem a bit distracted from seeing what it truely says then i'll help guide you from the other side of life for no death can be permanet for the fact that death is another adventure just waiting to happen and those of us that follow this adventure are the ones that will show the ones they love to their true happiness in life!