Hmmm...for now I will say that I am here looking for someone to talk to and perhaps grow a personal connection with in the process.

I have a beautiful baby girl named Amalee Mychelle who I love to peices. However as is with most cases me and the mother fell out and are still freinds but nothing more.

If you find me interesting, dont be afraid to strike up a conversation. :)

more later.

Judgment,

Why must I torture myself with such menial sentimentality,
for the truth is never always the simple reality.
To live for one entirely remaining on a tipped scale,
my spirit completely renounced by torment without fail.
The alter of love begins to drip and drain of its never faltering belief,
once beautiful rose withers and wilts under a weeping veil of relief.
Silvery panes of thought shatter with frigid silence,
abysmal emotions swarm and writhe in terrible violence.
Demons of malice charge hither and fro raining incredible fears,
kindred angels clutch tightly to breast letting fall shining tears.
Protection wavers with the release of precious reason,
encompassing loss and despair become part of season.

Atonement never relents it's undeniable release to comfort the soul,
tread softly my dear for you still know not your role.
Forever relinquish the power residing and cast away all semblance,
crushing your being in the wake of sinful remembrance.
-Steven D. Hallenbeck

Intellectual Intercourse,

Speak to me, openly
Carefully, intentionally
Reveal to me your prowess
What I should fear and yet do not

Every word said, spoken
Bled from the core of me
A gift for humanity, sent
With your name, selfishly

Voices entangle, torn and
Sewn together with ideas
Thoughts stolen and remodeled
Swollen to the point of ejaculation

Now slumber stumbles in, headlong
Breaking our words into a plea for
Another time, another moment to
Intertwine, unequivocally divine…
-Steven D. Hallenbeck

"I love you just the way you are" (one of those 'interesting' page spam things)
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs.
I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.
I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".
I'm sorry if I'm not tan enough for you
I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you.
I'm sorry if I don't have a dream body that turns you on.
I'm sorry if im not tall enough.
I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough.
But most of all...
I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.


Sex Test (How good are you at sex?)
Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you...

+Above 50 means you are not so good in bed..and not so fun
+Below 50 means you are real fun and damn good in bed ;).

AFTER you're done... put your name at the bottom, along with your score.

Copy this and post your own bulletin!

-Add 10 if you are a virgin.

-Subtract 5 if You have had sex before.

-Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people.

-Add 5 If you have never had oral sex.

-Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex.

-Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place.

-Subtract 3 if you have done 69.

-Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm.

-Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms.

-Subtract 2 if you have masturbated.

-Subtract 3 if you have fingered/ given a handjob to someone else

-Subtract 5 if you have used someone for sex [one night stand].

-Add 5 if You have never seen someone of the opposite sex naked.

-Add 5 if you havent kissed more then 3 people [unrelated].

-Add 3 if you havent been kissed in the past month

-Add 2 if you have never masturbated.

-Add 5 if you have never seen or watched porn.

-Subtract 5 if you have made your own porn.

-Subtract 3 if you have participated in anal sex.

-Subtract 2 if you have used lube duiring sex.

-Add 5 If you cant remember your last perverted thought.

-Subtract 5 if you have used sex toys.

-Subtract 3 if you have had a perverted thought in the past hour.

-Subtract 2 if you have kissed someone of the same sex.

               -me/score: 15