this is to the greatest woman of my life [Fuck people.]and to anyone out there that thinks we shouldnt be together can just kiss my ass:

          my heart
         my heart aches
         my heart yearns
        your the one i want
       your the only one for me
        please say u want me
      please say yes for the night
    i will care for u for all of times
       i will care for u always
        please stay this night
         please say yes
      all of this is in my heart




[TEN Random Things About Me]
10. I write poetry
9. I want to bleach my hair.
8. I have a dirty mind.
7. I love music.
5. I Love my friends.
6. I greatly dislike to be bothered by stupid males who want another pussy to fuck.
4. I dont like being alone.
3. I smoke and drink.
2. I am a party animal.
1. I love Heather!

[NINE Ways To Win My Heart]
9. Treat me like a friend, and a lover...
8. Be good to my friends
7. Be good to me around my friends.
6. Be happy.
5. Be appropriate to my family.
4. Show me who you really are, no matter how big of a softy, or a dork you are.
3. Be Loyal.
2. Always show me your here.
1. Love me for me.


[EIGHT Things I Want To Do Before I Die]
8. Be forgiven for the wrongs I have commited.
7. Show the ones I love that I can change for the better..
6. Write a book..
5. Learn to control my actions.
4. Teach someone how to see life as it is...
3. publish my poems
2. buy a house for me an my girl
1. Marry the girl of my dreams...

[SEVEN Things That Annoy Me]
7. People who are constant hypocrits
6. People try to get away with stupid shit..
5. Idotic people who argue when you have proof against them.
4. People who are mean to my friends..
3. bad perfume, or cologne...
2. people who hate against MY GIRL! <3
1. HOMOPHOBES


[SIX Things I Believe In]
6. Revenge
5. Hate
4. Friendship
3. Honesty
2. Love after death
1. LOVE


[FIVE Things I'm Afraid Of]
5. My Mother.
4. My stepFather.
3. rejection
2. Being forgotten by those who love me
1. Losing the girl I love..


[FOUR Favorite Items In My Room]
4. My computer
3. My radio.
2. My tv
1. My bed.


[THREE Things I Do Everyday]
3. Wake up.
2. get dresses.
1. Think about how much I care for [Fuck people.]one of my best friends


[TWO Things I Want To Do Right Now]
2. Sing.
1. Show my girlfriend how much I love her.


[ONE Person I Want to See Right Now]
1. [Fuck people.] one of my best friends

I am who I am and if you dont like it you can kiss my ass

I have one special someone in my life and she is my best friend and she knows it



I'm around yet I'm not
You know I love you
Yet I can't be there
My Heart is telling me to be
So is my mind
But I am with you in spirit

I still care for my Ex and always I wrote this for her and she knows who she is